HE WAS ONLINE TODAY ON MSN! long time since he has not went online. but then.his display picture was a girl. so pretty..way..way prettier than me lor. ~~i dunno what to say. but..i kinda hepi too.coz IF that is reli his new gf. i will be hepi for him. coz..he has find his happiness. is this love??
it is really time for me to let him go. maybe a new door has been opened for me. but i just can't see it..or maybe i don't even noticed? have to learn how to forget someone that is really important to me.
and.....what is in my mind today?? when i showed my friend *him*'s gf pic.. my friend also said she is WAY2x prettier than me. that hurts it's not the first time my friend told me this. it's the second time. why does he need to be soooo straight forward. i don't like it.!! i knew it.no need to mention anymore. last time he compared with valentina.now with others oh well.
Does pretti-ness important? or inner beauty more important? why need to compare? can i just be myself? how important is being pretty? how does it feel when somebody make comparison of you?
sometimes u just have to answer those Qs. to understand what others feel... because...life is a circle. what you have done to others.it will be done to you as well. scary rite?. i'm also trying to learn. if possible i don't want to hurt them..because i know how it feels of being hurt. ~~no trust. ~~how can u like someone who done that to you?. hahaa be hepiii VELIIII...don't be so grumpy! mann..i'm trying to make my ownself hepi now.!
i wish i can find a prince who will save me from this world. protect me from these people who always make comparisons. love me with his whole hearts. Loyal..gak gampang pindah hati. how i wish................
HE WAS ONLINE TODAY ON MSN! long time since he has not went online. but then.his display picture was a girl. so pretty..way..way prettier than me lor. ~~i dunno what to say. but..i kinda hepi too.coz IF that is reli his new gf. i will be hepi for him. coz..he has find his happiness. is this love??
it is really time for me to let him go. maybe a new door has been opened for me. but i just can't see it..or maybe i don't even noticed? have to learn how to forget someone that is really important to me.
and.....what is in my mind today?? when i showed my friend *him*'s gf pic.. my friend also said she is WAY2x prettier than me. that hurts it's not the first time my friend told me this. it's the second time. why does he need to be soooo straight forward. i don't like it.!! i knew it.no need to mention anymore. last time he compared with valentina.now with others oh well.
Does pretti-ness important? or inner beauty more important? why need to compare? can i just be myself? how important is being pretty? how does it feel when somebody make comparison of you?
sometimes u just have to answer those Qs. to understand what others feel... because...life is a circle. what you have done to others.it will be done to you as well. scary rite?. i'm also trying to learn. if possible i don't want to hurt them..because i know how it feels of being hurt. ~~no trust. ~~how can u like someone who done that to you?. hahaa be hepiii VELIIII...don't be so grumpy! mann..i'm trying to make my ownself hepi now.!
i wish i can find a prince who will save me from this world. protect me from these people who always make comparisons. love me with his whole hearts. Loyal..gak gampang pindah hati. how i wish................
