HeillOwww.. suprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! one of my CIC friend, know *him* as well. see... am i really that fated to him? but thennn.. if i don't get any news about him, how do i live?.. i'm confused...is this still love or obession.. coz it seems that i can't forget his love to me. i know it's ages.and SILLY!.to love somebody over 6 years. tsk.tsk...but..when u know the reason...u might not think it is silly anymore.^^ I actually let him go.. i know i can't get him.. I know i don't suit him.. but thennn.......i just wanna be his friend.u know.like bestfriend.at least..i'm still part of him.. haha..*menghalalkan segala cara.*lol ya, mungkin kalo aku bisa nemu org yg sayang polllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ambek aku mungkin aku isa lepas dr sih dia sihhh... ya..aku pgn temenan ama dia dulu lah, kalo isa.*start from the beginning?!* haha
and...today.. i studied for test...and did not much. i love my days... and hope this friendship will never last..
tp...i'm scared..of something. still not confirm.. is he lying?.or telling truth?. u know.since so many people lied to me. i.....cant really trust anymore. and...i know it is not good. and i have to change,.,hahaha
HeillOwww.. suprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! one of my CIC friend, know *him* as well. see... am i really that fated to him? but thennn.. if i don't get any news about him, how do i live?.. i'm confused...is this still love or obession.. coz it seems that i can't forget his love to me. i know it's ages.and SILLY!.to love somebody over 6 years. tsk.tsk...but..when u know the reason...u might not think it is silly anymore.^^ I actually let him go.. i know i can't get him.. I know i don't suit him.. but thennn.......i just wanna be his friend.u know.like bestfriend.at least..i'm still part of him.. haha..*menghalalkan segala cara.*lol ya, mungkin kalo aku bisa nemu org yg sayang polllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ambek aku mungkin aku isa lepas dr sih dia sihhh... ya..aku pgn temenan ama dia dulu lah, kalo isa.*start from the beginning?!* haha
and...today.. i studied for test...and did not much. i love my days... and hope this friendship will never last..
tp...i'm scared..of something. still not confirm.. is he lying?.or telling truth?. u know.since so many people lied to me. i.....cant really trust anymore. and...i know it is not good. and i have to change,.,hahaha
