my granpa died today.at 5.45 am.in indo. 4 days in hospital.belom sadar juga. akhirnya hari ini........... ya, everybody is kind of sad. gak disangkan bakal terjadi secepet ini. aku nggak ada di indo-di perth.td dikabarin ama mama.. my mum was like crying and my cousin sis too..:( ya...tp i believe klo smua yang terjadi itu sesuai dengan rencana Tuhan. eventhough, everything seems to be fake.i felt like a dream. don't wanna believe.and don't dare to believe. but.............it is real!!! klo emank udah waktunya, emank kita gak ada yang bisa ngelawan. padahal last week, my granpa still healty.masi bisa maenan ama aku.masi bisa guyon.teach me chinese.cantonese.the time we spent together last holiday was good. meskipun aku masi belombisa kasi perhatian penuh wktu itu (which make my regret now.), karena aku pergi ama temenku terus. tp aku tp bersyukur aku udah dikasi wktu ama Tuhan, untuk spent time with him. one more person that i love has gone...tp veli tau klo smua yang terjadi slalu yang terbaik^^ thanks for him...thanks for a good granpa that has helped me a lot through the hard times. pls give all my families strength especially my grandma............
yes...^^ i still think about it a lot.just can't believe it.but...udah mulai bisa nerima kenyataan. meskipun aku gak di indo.tp aku pgn bisa bantu mereka. might as well, i study well here...
my granpa died today.at 5.45 am.in indo. 4 days in hospital.belom sadar juga. akhirnya hari ini........... ya, everybody is kind of sad. gak disangkan bakal terjadi secepet ini. aku nggak ada di indo-di perth.td dikabarin ama mama.. my mum was like crying and my cousin sis too..:( ya...tp i believe klo smua yang terjadi itu sesuai dengan rencana Tuhan. eventhough, everything seems to be fake.i felt like a dream. don't wanna believe.and don't dare to believe. but.............it is real!!! klo emank udah waktunya, emank kita gak ada yang bisa ngelawan. padahal last week, my granpa still healty.masi bisa maenan ama aku.masi bisa guyon.teach me chinese.cantonese.the time we spent together last holiday was good. meskipun aku masi belombisa kasi perhatian penuh wktu itu (which make my regret now.), karena aku pergi ama temenku terus. tp aku tp bersyukur aku udah dikasi wktu ama Tuhan, untuk spent time with him. one more person that i love has gone...tp veli tau klo smua yang terjadi slalu yang terbaik^^ thanks for him...thanks for a good granpa that has helped me a lot through the hard times. pls give all my families strength especially my grandma............
yes...^^ i still think about it a lot.just can't believe it.but...udah mulai bisa nerima kenyataan. meskipun aku gak di indo.tp aku pgn bisa bantu mereka. might as well, i study well here...
