just came back home.. went for dinner wif my CIC family.. nice...i like it.. when im wif them..i can be who i am.. i dun have to pretend to be someone else.. ^^
BUT..Today shouldn't exist.! i dun wanna be seperated from my accounting friends.. they always treated me like a princess... thenkie so much, friends...^^ i wish we can be on the same claz always ay....='( i will miss them... miss all the fun time we had...miss all the "going home together" time... who will accompany me going home nex time?.. i have to go home alone..like the previous 2 semesters?.. ah..!actually nothing wrong wif that.. i should be independent..can't depend on others.. see...this is wad i hate about myself... once there is someone who treated me like a princess..i will depend on them.. yeh, must learn from the beginning again!..
a little bit of scenario happened todei.. went to skul wif zu. meet my church fren.. and my acc fren.. study together wif all them.. and went to the exam room.. kinda able to attempt all Qs.. but made silly mistakes...huhu>.< i hope will get good marks...*_^ then...when i wanna go home.. my acc frenz say goodbye... so i thot' wont go home wif them.. and besides..zu waited for me olredi.. so i went home wif zu to val's house.. then....when i at carpark. they called me.. and asked where i am.. so.didnt end up going home wif them.. i felt bad. didnt even use the last chance to go home wif them.. for the whole way to val's house..i didnt feel good... luckily, i have such a good CIC family.. they comforted me.. well, at least they listened to my "dilemma"..my "story of the day".. hehehe..^^
now..i okey olredi.. but still feel bad.. will they feel..like im that kinda of fren who .. habis manis sepah dibuang?... i didnt meant to be like that though.. coz' aku gak enak ama org yang uda tungguin aku... and mreka uda say goodbye eniwei... im reli scared..
perhaps..i just think too much ay...*_* forgive me, acc frenz.. frenz always kiez..hehe^^.
currently, sitting here..going to study again..hehee one down, three to go..
just came back home.. went for dinner wif my CIC family.. nice...i like it.. when im wif them..i can be who i am.. i dun have to pretend to be someone else.. ^^
BUT..Today shouldn't exist.! i dun wanna be seperated from my accounting friends.. they always treated me like a princess... thenkie so much, friends...^^ i wish we can be on the same claz always ay....='( i will miss them... miss all the fun time we had...miss all the "going home together" time... who will accompany me going home nex time?.. i have to go home alone..like the previous 2 semesters?.. ah..!actually nothing wrong wif that.. i should be independent..can't depend on others.. see...this is wad i hate about myself... once there is someone who treated me like a princess..i will depend on them.. yeh, must learn from the beginning again!..
a little bit of scenario happened todei.. went to skul wif zu. meet my church fren.. and my acc fren.. study together wif all them.. and went to the exam room.. kinda able to attempt all Qs.. but made silly mistakes...huhu>.< i hope will get good marks...*_^ then...when i wanna go home.. my acc frenz say goodbye... so i thot' wont go home wif them.. and besides..zu waited for me olredi.. so i went home wif zu to val's house.. then....when i at carpark. they called me.. and asked where i am.. so.didnt end up going home wif them.. i felt bad. didnt even use the last chance to go home wif them.. for the whole way to val's house..i didnt feel good... luckily, i have such a good CIC family.. they comforted me.. well, at least they listened to my "dilemma"..my "story of the day".. hehehe..^^
now..i okey olredi.. but still feel bad.. will they feel..like im that kinda of fren who .. habis manis sepah dibuang?... i didnt meant to be like that though.. coz' aku gak enak ama org yang uda tungguin aku... and mreka uda say goodbye eniwei... im reli scared..
perhaps..i just think too much ay...*_* forgive me, acc frenz.. frenz always kiez..hehe^^.
currently, sitting here..going to study again..hehee one down, three to go..
