tis morning was a BRIGHT day no clazz..got marketing group meeting.. we ended up doing nothing, and chatted LoTTA stuff. nice...i was veri hepi....hehe.. joked around lottz'' it didnt feel like we've just known each other.. felt like, we've known each other for ages.. i was RELI heppi.
after tat,,,i met sharyn... and went to her house.. chatted a while.. then , go to my house.. got changed...got ready for grace's bday party... and went back to sharyn's house.. talked a while.. hehehe^^ paulus came... so, me, val, and him...went to city looked for grace's pressie,..we bought her a reli cute pig..I ALSO WAN! =] then, after tat, we went to the "place" so hard to find the parking..but we found one eniwei... nice food..nice party..nice people everything was nice.. we talked a lot.. untill.......there is one thing tat made me dissapointed.. its reli nothing to do wif the party.. but tats okei.. i got used to it.. its not the first time, i got dissapointed wif someone.. but friendship always like tis mah...=]
btw...continue... after the party..we took pics in a garden..reli nice one...so romantic..=D i wan.i wan..i wan my bf to take me there...hahaha... then, we all went home loh... some people went for karoke... i oso' wan...but no choice lar.. my friends wanna go home... i also reli wanted to go timezone. wont have time to go enimore liao.. coz... the nex 3 weeks i will be busy. working...studying..bla..bla..and all the craps. i reli..reli..reli wanna gooooo..>.<
so sad.. we went home.. at car i was pretending to be sleeping...coz..i dunnow wad to say im speechless...='(
tis is me lar.. once i sad....once i get dissapointed..i always like tis... sorrie... but i reli need time to recover...>.<
will there be someone who cares about my happiness?.. i want someone who will do wad i ask them to do.. terus, kalo aku mao apa dia mau nurutin. well, of course not everytime...aku juga bukan org egois koq its like, everytime...people decide for me.. aku juga pgn donk dibuat hepi.. im oso' human lar.. im not someone who asking something in return.. i just want them to know tat im exist.and im also human.. i have feeling..and i can get sad too.. i wan is self-consideration..*_*
forget it, maybe im asking too much..too EMO orledi..
will i ever be able to get what i wanted? ............. maybe i just think too much..
i reli wan him in my life..so i could be as hepi as before.. he never made me sad... only, if he is still here...
if you love someone, let them go...if they come back to you...they are meant to be yours..
tis morning was a BRIGHT day no clazz..got marketing group meeting.. we ended up doing nothing, and chatted LoTTA stuff. nice...i was veri hepi....hehe.. joked around lottz'' it didnt feel like we've just known each other.. felt like, we've known each other for ages.. i was RELI heppi.
after tat,,,i met sharyn... and went to her house.. chatted a while.. then , go to my house.. got changed...got ready for grace's bday party... and went back to sharyn's house.. talked a while.. hehehe^^ paulus came... so, me, val, and him...went to city looked for grace's pressie,..we bought her a reli cute pig..I ALSO WAN! =] then, after tat, we went to the "place" so hard to find the parking..but we found one eniwei... nice food..nice party..nice people everything was nice.. we talked a lot.. untill.......there is one thing tat made me dissapointed.. its reli nothing to do wif the party.. but tats okei.. i got used to it.. its not the first time, i got dissapointed wif someone.. but friendship always like tis mah...=]
btw...continue... after the party..we took pics in a garden..reli nice one...so romantic..=D i wan.i wan..i wan my bf to take me there...hahaha... then, we all went home loh... some people went for karoke... i oso' wan...but no choice lar.. my friends wanna go home... i also reli wanted to go timezone. wont have time to go enimore liao.. coz... the nex 3 weeks i will be busy. working...studying..bla..bla..and all the craps. i reli..reli..reli wanna gooooo..>.<
so sad.. we went home.. at car i was pretending to be sleeping...coz..i dunnow wad to say im speechless...='(
tis is me lar.. once i sad....once i get dissapointed..i always like tis... sorrie... but i reli need time to recover...>.<
will there be someone who cares about my happiness?.. i want someone who will do wad i ask them to do.. terus, kalo aku mao apa dia mau nurutin. well, of course not everytime...aku juga bukan org egois koq its like, everytime...people decide for me.. aku juga pgn donk dibuat hepi.. im oso' human lar.. im not someone who asking something in return.. i just want them to know tat im exist.and im also human.. i have feeling..and i can get sad too.. i wan is self-consideration..*_*
forget it, maybe im asking too much..too EMO orledi..
will i ever be able to get what i wanted? ............. maybe i just think too much..
i reli wan him in my life..so i could be as hepi as before.. he never made me sad... only, if he is still here...
if you love someone, let them go...if they come back to you...they are meant to be yours..
