have you ever been in ? horrible, isn't it? it makes you so vulnerable. it opens your heart,and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor,for years, so nothing can hurt you. Until one stupid person , wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day, like kiss you, or smile at you; then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostage and it gets into you, it eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. A simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way to your heart. It hurts; not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-in-you-and-rips-you-apart-pain.
have you ever been in ? horrible, isn't it? it makes you so vulnerable. it opens your heart,and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor,for years, so nothing can hurt you. Until one stupid person , wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day, like kiss you, or smile at you; then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostage and it gets into you, it eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. A simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way to your heart. It hurts; not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-in-you-and-rips-you-apart-pain.