I dunoe why.. suddenly the memories came into my mind...and thought of him again..
I dunow how many times have i said goodbye to him.. ~ everytime im trying to say goodbye to him...i always couldn't forget about him...
it's always been hard to say goodbye to someone who used to be part of our life. true?.
yesh...im trying to move on.... i want to step forward without him... it is hard for me as i still can't forget about him Life goes on ay..~~
i knoe he has found someone who is better than me... and i shouldn't be so EGO....~ should have let him ago at the first place..
i knoe he will not be happy for knowing this..... onli if he can understand me better~ i also dunt want to stick to him......honestly, it is HARD!
I knoe..it is impossible for me and him to get together.. we live in such a different world.. we live in such different conditions... but one thing....i will always keep praying for him and be someone when he need one.
i will be a friend that always be on his side when he need one... and the memories we had... i will never be able to forget it.. its' been 8 years since i fell in love with him...
another 10 years, 20 years, 50 years shoudn't be a problem..... i will move on, however, i will not forget all memories and times i've spent with him...
even by looking at his pics....seeing him online...i will be happy.. all my bad moods will dissapear onli by looking at him... * power of love ay?...
thanks for the happynez....the joy....the love......
I dunoe why.. suddenly the memories came into my mind...and thought of him again..
I dunow how many times have i said goodbye to him.. ~ everytime im trying to say goodbye to him...i always couldn't forget about him...
it's always been hard to say goodbye to someone who used to be part of our life. true?.
yesh...im trying to move on.... i want to step forward without him... it is hard for me as i still can't forget about him Life goes on ay..~~
i knoe he has found someone who is better than me... and i shouldn't be so EGO....~ should have let him ago at the first place..
i knoe he will not be happy for knowing this..... onli if he can understand me better~ i also dunt want to stick to him......honestly, it is HARD!
I knoe..it is impossible for me and him to get together.. we live in such a different world.. we live in such different conditions... but one thing....i will always keep praying for him and be someone when he need one.
i will be a friend that always be on his side when he need one... and the memories we had... i will never be able to forget it.. its' been 8 years since i fell in love with him...
another 10 years, 20 years, 50 years shoudn't be a problem..... i will move on, however, i will not forget all memories and times i've spent with him...
even by looking at his pics....seeing him online...i will be happy.. all my bad moods will dissapear onli by looking at him... * power of love ay?...
thanks for the happynez....the joy....the love......
Goodbye first love~
