the hardest thing to do is TRUSTING people. friends, parents, or even him... and...to be honest sometimes i even doubt HIS power..
for me...life never be as easy when it comes to trusting someone. even the closest..
why?. because i'm scared of being hurt again...i'm scared of being lied.. the scars never gone..it haunts once in a while..
i hate it when they lied...i hate it when they talked behind my back.. i hate it when they never say the truth....i hate them when they talked and lied even they were looking at my eyes. I always hate to be betrayed. that is the reason i don't trust people.
however, i am tired of using my own strength and mind.. i'm tired to think by myself.. i'm tired to solve problem all alone.. i'm tired to keep it all inside... i'm going to learn to trust them...slowly...
and hopefully i am not going to get hurt again...
once, i was a bird who fell down from the sky, but i will learn to fly again...
it will be my 2008 goal...i'm going to learn to trust people.. my friends, parents, and him... of course...GOD.i shouldn't even doubt HIS power at the first place..
the hardest thing to do is TRUSTING people. friends, parents, or even him... and...to be honest sometimes i even doubt HIS power..
for me...life never be as easy when it comes to trusting someone. even the closest..
why?. because i'm scared of being hurt again...i'm scared of being lied.. the scars never gone..it haunts once in a while..
i hate it when they lied...i hate it when they talked behind my back.. i hate it when they never say the truth....i hate them when they talked and lied even they were looking at my eyes. I always hate to be betrayed. that is the reason i don't trust people.
however, i am tired of using my own strength and mind.. i'm tired to think by myself.. i'm tired to solve problem all alone.. i'm tired to keep it all inside... i'm going to learn to trust them...slowly...
and hopefully i am not going to get hurt again...
once, i was a bird who fell down from the sky, but i will learn to fly again...
it will be my 2008 goal...i'm going to learn to trust people.. my friends, parents, and him... of course...GOD.i shouldn't even doubt HIS power at the first place..
trust
