i realise tat joy is something tat we gotta work on... we can't reli "relax" and say..." I AM HEPI" withot working hard on it.. i guess it is something that will not happen NATURALLY. is my theory rite?
because someday we might wake up and realise if tat joy is actually gone.. and the essence of feeling dull and sad is there...~
for the things tat has been happening recently..i dunow wadz wrong wif myself. or perhaps it is wif ppl surround me.. i juz dunnow how to deal wif those stuff...
so tell me... wad to do when someday you are staying wif someone who speak different languange.. and...get the sick outta here man!..coz i juz dunt understand wad they are toking about. standing there..and be like a dUMMIE... i hate..i hate..i hate tat feeling.
and tell me.. how to deal wif ppl...tat can't juz let me be myself. all they wanna do..is turn me into someone tat they wanted me to be. wadever.!
i juz can't stop thinking about these mattersss and IM SICK OF THESE.
yada..yada...yada... im crazy..
i guess ive put so much effort.. including..."mengalah". but there you go..
i realise tat joy is something tat we gotta work on... we can't reli "relax" and say..." I AM HEPI" withot working hard on it.. i guess it is something that will not happen NATURALLY. is my theory rite?
because someday we might wake up and realise if tat joy is actually gone.. and the essence of feeling dull and sad is there...~
for the things tat has been happening recently..i dunow wadz wrong wif myself. or perhaps it is wif ppl surround me.. i juz dunnow how to deal wif those stuff...
so tell me... wad to do when someday you are staying wif someone who speak different languange.. and...get the sick outta here man!..coz i juz dunt understand wad they are toking about. standing there..and be like a dUMMIE... i hate..i hate..i hate tat feeling.
and tell me.. how to deal wif ppl...tat can't juz let me be myself. all they wanna do..is turn me into someone tat they wanted me to be. wadever.!
i juz can't stop thinking about these mattersss and IM SICK OF THESE.
yada..yada...yada... im crazy..
i guess ive put so much effort.. including..."mengalah". but there you go..
