life is juz like tat graph ay...( aww..the graph is a bit creepy).hahahaha..XD couldn't exactly remember the graph name... bt...life is something like tat...
for once we will be up high... and for once we will be in d bottom of the line.
i thnk i've mentioned it before...sometime in this blog too... and i am mentioning again...
bcz im at the "0" state again... i wonder when i can be up high again, there are so many things happening here...whether it is myself or my friends. FAKE.FAKE.FAKE. untill i can't fake it enimore.
why suddenly i become suchaz quite person when hanging out with them, oh!.tell meeeeee if you don't knoe who am i referring too...*hahaha* oh well... is it u guyz...?..or me?... my mouth juz keep shutting itself when i met u guys.bt when wif others...IM SO HEPI!
lol..hahaha..* if they're reading this..probably 2 parties will have their tot..* coz...they simply don't knoe wads going on wif my life.
i guess they think ..im alwys hepi..wif BF. and forgettng frenship???!!! NONO>>wrng! me...never hang out wif friends...bcz..i juz don't knoe wad to do and wad to say. i probably juz closing myself out coz i don't want somethings to happen..
and BTW..i have had enough wif my life. parents......friends...and specially if someone is controlling me too much. im sick.sick.sick. i don't have enough time to talk and thnk about wads in life! and for keep telling me the same things over and over again.....i don';\t know wad to think...
so..to summarize this emo blog! my brain...is FROZEN. i don;t know how to think..how to deal wif situations...how to talk..and how to stand straight
life is juz like tat graph ay...( aww..the graph is a bit creepy).hahahaha..XD couldn't exactly remember the graph name... bt...life is something like tat...
for once we will be up high... and for once we will be in d bottom of the line.
i thnk i've mentioned it before...sometime in this blog too... and i am mentioning again...
bcz im at the "0" state again... i wonder when i can be up high again, there are so many things happening here...whether it is myself or my friends. FAKE.FAKE.FAKE. untill i can't fake it enimore.
why suddenly i become suchaz quite person when hanging out with them, oh!.tell meeeeee if you don't knoe who am i referring too...*hahaha* oh well... is it u guyz...?..or me?... my mouth juz keep shutting itself when i met u guys.bt when wif others...IM SO HEPI!
lol..hahaha..* if they're reading this..probably 2 parties will have their tot..* coz...they simply don't knoe wads going on wif my life.
i guess they think ..im alwys hepi..wif BF. and forgettng frenship???!!! NONO>>wrng! me...never hang out wif friends...bcz..i juz don't knoe wad to do and wad to say. i probably juz closing myself out coz i don't want somethings to happen..
and BTW..i have had enough wif my life. parents......friends...and specially if someone is controlling me too much. im sick.sick.sick. i don't have enough time to talk and thnk about wads in life! and for keep telling me the same things over and over again.....i don';\t know wad to think...
so..to summarize this emo blog! my brain...is FROZEN. i don;t know how to think..how to deal wif situations...how to talk..and how to stand straight
