i remembered this quote that i read from an indonesian newspaper half a year ago.. she is a new businesswoman.. she said.." she is like a duck paddling in the river, may seems calm on the surface, but actually trying hard to paddle"..
i guess that is my situation right now.. my mum kept on asking me..how will i deal with my bf...as he may choose to go bak to his own city..and i am going to singapore to take hair dressing course..
people may nt know how many tears i've shed.. people may nt know how worried i am..my head is completely blocked and i don't know wad to think anymore.. i don't know how to deal with things..
so.i only can pretend i am calm like nothing happened..and i feel good about everything.
in fact.i am lost..i'm trying to think and come up with the best solution... for him, for me and for us..
on the other side, however i am excited to move to sg.. coz' i'll meet my "long time havent meet bestie"..and it is close enuf to medan isnt it?.. it is also somthing new that i am going to learn.. it's not about counting numbers and business( indirectly) enimore..
it's learning completely new things...things that i never touch on..
i remembered this quote that i read from an indonesian newspaper half a year ago.. she is a new businesswoman.. she said.." she is like a duck paddling in the river, may seems calm on the surface, but actually trying hard to paddle"..
i guess that is my situation right now.. my mum kept on asking me..how will i deal with my bf...as he may choose to go bak to his own city..and i am going to singapore to take hair dressing course..
people may nt know how many tears i've shed.. people may nt know how worried i am..my head is completely blocked and i don't know wad to think anymore.. i don't know how to deal with things..
so.i only can pretend i am calm like nothing happened..and i feel good about everything.
in fact.i am lost..i'm trying to think and come up with the best solution... for him, for me and for us..
on the other side, however i am excited to move to sg.. coz' i'll meet my "long time havent meet bestie"..and it is close enuf to medan isnt it?.. it is also somthing new that i am going to learn.. it's not about counting numbers and business( indirectly) enimore..
it's learning completely new things...things that i never touch on..
