"i need inspiration, not just another negotiation"
in life, i realise that so many things have changed. that includes friendship, families, and perhaps..love.
i remembered how me and my friends used to hang out with a whole bunch of ppl back then..that was bak in primary skul. everytime we went out, we never went ut with just two ppl or so...it must be 10 or 15...smthing like tat...
and as we grow older..those big number eventually decreases...and keep decreasing... i believe that it is because each of us are to busy for each other..we've been separated across the ocean, city and countries...we've no longer able hang out together..
what i am afraid of is after we all got married...that small number will eventually decreases again...into a small percentage...and by then..we know who is our true friends..true love...who are alwys by ourside in happy and sad times...=)))
of course i never want those events to changed and fade away....=(((
anyway...with things tat people have asked me many times earlier.. i am so stressed out currently.. whyyy??...because with that question...i can't answer or make any decisions... girlssss..sigh..hahaha..=))
i have doubt...of course i have..and ppl who understand me realise that i am the Queen of doubt...basically..i doubt everything that came across in my life..hahaha...
sooooooooooooooooo..i am so damn stressed now.. i need inspiration..not a arguments...or negotiation..really!
"i need inspiration, not just another negotiation"
in life, i realise that so many things have changed. that includes friendship, families, and perhaps..love.
i remembered how me and my friends used to hang out with a whole bunch of ppl back then..that was bak in primary skul. everytime we went out, we never went ut with just two ppl or so...it must be 10 or 15...smthing like tat...
and as we grow older..those big number eventually decreases...and keep decreasing... i believe that it is because each of us are to busy for each other..we've been separated across the ocean, city and countries...we've no longer able hang out together..
what i am afraid of is after we all got married...that small number will eventually decreases again...into a small percentage...and by then..we know who is our true friends..true love...who are alwys by ourside in happy and sad times...=)))
of course i never want those events to changed and fade away....=(((
anyway...with things tat people have asked me many times earlier.. i am so stressed out currently.. whyyy??...because with that question...i can't answer or make any decisions... girlssss..sigh..hahaha..=))
i have doubt...of course i have..and ppl who understand me realise that i am the Queen of doubt...basically..i doubt everything that came across in my life..hahaha...
sooooooooooooooooo..i am so damn stressed now.. i need inspiration..not a arguments...or negotiation..really!
