hey hey hey...as i said..blogspot is my besfriend! that's whyy alot of pppl enjoyyyyy blogginggg....=)))
eniwei busway...i ammm sooooo stresssedddddddddddddddddddd....ahh i havent saidd that word in a long time!!..
1. as a grown upp woman.i found that myy facee, bodyy is nt satifying....( i knoe i shouldnt complained, but who can help mee ??)... currently looking in the mirror, taking photos arent my hobbies anymoreeeee...=((.. i used to lovedddd CAMERA...and mirrorr...but u knowww....myy hairrr... I WISHH MY HAIRR COULD GROWN TWICE AS MUCH AS BEFORE..and if that happen...i will not complaint..(i promise)...=)))
everyday i look at myself in the mirror...im cryinggg insideee..begging..GOD...forgive me....i want my hair back...
2. i havee noo eyebrowww!!..why why why????...... everytime i want to go out...i always have to put my make up ON!... if nott..i would be like a PIZZA base withot TOPPINGS...
3. I want a good health. only few ppl know this...
soo..this current bodyy issuess..i just wanna get it through easilyy..
peoplee who know me....will know...im not that "pretty xiaojie genittt love over make ups" that kinda... i just want myself to look "presentable"....not over... basically, everytime i go out..i usually draw eyebrows...then..put a little bit eyeshadow...u barely can see it..
i hate make ups...it's not my hobby....if i have eyebrows...i will not draw oneee...
ahhh..so i said..i wont complained..but i did complained....
LIDAH MEMANK NGGAK BERTULANG..haha
but sometimes..we cant help ourself..can we...???
we might say...do not worry.....but inside our hearts...we are cryng .....
we can put on our masks...ON A SHOW...but not everytime u could put a mask to hide urself....when the show is done...we take off our masks...
and yeah...im thinking about my future as well..
those that said....im so relaxxxxx....didnt think about future...are totally wrong!...NO NO NO..BIG NO!!!!...
i think about it..and i cant find a decent solution...
hey hey hey...as i said..blogspot is my besfriend! that's whyy alot of pppl enjoyyyyy blogginggg....=)))
eniwei busway...i ammm sooooo stresssedddddddddddddddddddd....ahh i havent saidd that word in a long time!!..
1. as a grown upp woman.i found that myy facee, bodyy is nt satifying....( i knoe i shouldnt complained, but who can help mee ??)... currently looking in the mirror, taking photos arent my hobbies anymoreeeee...=((.. i used to lovedddd CAMERA...and mirrorr...but u knowww....myy hairrr... I WISHH MY HAIRR COULD GROWN TWICE AS MUCH AS BEFORE..and if that happen...i will not complaint..(i promise)...=)))
everyday i look at myself in the mirror...im cryinggg insideee..begging..GOD...forgive me....i want my hair back...
2. i havee noo eyebrowww!!..why why why????...... everytime i want to go out...i always have to put my make up ON!... if nott..i would be like a PIZZA base withot TOPPINGS...
3. I want a good health. only few ppl know this...
soo..this current bodyy issuess..i just wanna get it through easilyy..
peoplee who know me....will know...im not that "pretty xiaojie genittt love over make ups" that kinda... i just want myself to look "presentable"....not over... basically, everytime i go out..i usually draw eyebrows...then..put a little bit eyeshadow...u barely can see it..
i hate make ups...it's not my hobby....if i have eyebrows...i will not draw oneee...
ahhh..so i said..i wont complained..but i did complained....
LIDAH MEMANK NGGAK BERTULANG..haha
but sometimes..we cant help ourself..can we...???
we might say...do not worry.....but inside our hearts...we are cryng .....
we can put on our masks...ON A SHOW...but not everytime u could put a mask to hide urself....when the show is done...we take off our masks...
and yeah...im thinking about my future as well..
those that said....im so relaxxxxx....didnt think about future...are totally wrong!...NO NO NO..BIG NO!!!!...
i think about it..and i cant find a decent solution...
